family

I came from a family that has alot of complications. Some of us were rich, some of us were poor, some of us were Christians, and some had never even thought about turning their lives over to Christ. One thing I know for sure is that we all (especially my mother's side of the family) had our own opinions and they were the right opinions. I learnt this real quick while being a "friend" with one cousin on facebook this week. She had made a comment on where she should live here in the midwest(like should she move) and I replied. Well, I have frustrated her so much she cut me off as a friend and she sent me an e-mail accusing me of doing alot of things I did not realize I did to her. NO, I am not going to deny any of my writings because I did ask her to think about where she wanted to live by saying "neither is good". Of course, how would I know since I never lived in either place...well, this is my answer. You visit, you google, you search on the internet to see if this is the place for your family to live...wasn't the places for my family to live.

I know I probably am not making too much sense right now. I just don't understand family. when they want an opinion they really want you just to say "go ahead and do it". So, from now on I will tell you that's what I will say "go ahead and do it". Just please don't come back and tell me I was wrong...I am just agreeing with you to make you happy.

So, for now that's enough on family. I need to find a job before I drive myself into insanity. I have questions to answer myself...like, where to I go from here?, is my marriage over?, what do I tell my family if it is?, Is it all my fault?

I will be posting more later...live your life as it's the last!